I have asked the question over and over again in prayer, in meditation, in the in-between moments that are the real stuff of life:
"What must I do? How must I grow, change, re-form in order to live as You? How must I change in order to welcome new life? What must I do?"
But I don't like the answers that are coming now, finally, fast and furious through my body and mind.
I don't like them, and wonder,
"Could that really be true?"
There is nothing to do but continue to ask, continue to listen to the answer. Have faith when the answer continues - and gets stronger - that I am not deceiving myself, making up an answer because I want one so sincerely. As the answer continues, the same, I will know it as my answer and
I will act.
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